LOL

My life has totally gone hay-wired lol.

Boy,
You gave me hopes yet trashes them.
No matter how cruel you are treating me now,
I still love you as much.
No matter how much I tell myself,
“Jolene, it’s just a break up! Find a better one, be happy”
It still wouldn’t work!
Yea, I am totally different from you.
It is probably so easy for you to give me up,
It isn’t for me ok?
I still love you, deeply...
I pray to God,
Let this feeling fade soon, it’s suffocating, torturing...
It felt like, I’m dying, bit by bit.
Thanks for breaking my fragile heart, dude. (:

):
Oh yea, Here are some people that I wanna thank.

Simin: Sorry to scare you with countless of calls,
And all I did was just cry. Thanks for being there
With me all this while too.

Wanyan: Lol, I seriously, seriously gotta thank you for
A lot of stuffs alright?! You’ve really been there for me,
You told me a lot of stuffs but I just wouldn’t listen.
I would still do it on my way. Bet you would think that
This few days, I’m really crazy and different. But still,
Thanks this few days alright? (:

Renghao: -_- , I got to thank you for giving all sorts
Of cold jokes but still, it made me smile! :D
I know you’re already troubled with your family stuffs,
And still I gotta go and trouble you somemore.
So really thanks!

Jingwen: I know you don’t really know much,
But thanks for talking to me till 3am in the morning,
Hear me kaopeh kaobu, crying and all sorts of nonsense.
You must have been shocked! :D But still thanks.

And yes,
The truth is finally out.
Fuck you, bastard __
You totally deserved it.