happy birthday grandmama

Today, I went out with Jingwen.亲爱的.
was kinda pissed off because by the time we’ve reached the place.
It was already going to close down! Damn pissed off but never mind,
So we went to chit-chat, :D
Yeah, talked till 4pm+ then we headed back home.

Called Simin while on the way home, she told me something
totally hilarious, I was like laughing my arse thru out!
I shan’t tell you what exactly she told me :P
Cause it’s really humiliating to “ahem” alright~

Alright, then I went to prepare for Grand mama’s birthday!
Yeh, and that’s when my mood swing came in.
Totally baddddddd,
having really terrible tummy aches, felt like vomiting soso much
but I couldn’t complain to anyone!
I was kinda afraid that I would spoil their happy mood.
So I kept quiet thru out, yes. And eventually it got worst!

Kind soul boy called me, since he knew I was having bad mood.
Sorry boy, took your kindness for granted again -_-!
I was really not in the mood for jokes, and really sorrrrrrrry!
And its not that I don’t wish to talk to you!
But it’s very disrespectful to talk on the phone while having’ dinner.
And some more with the rest of my family members!
Even worst right!

AND TO THAT FUCKIN’ BUS DRIVER!
PLEASE DRIVE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN ALRIGHTTTT!
DON’T BRAKE ALL OF THE SUDDEN.
ITS REALLY DANGEROUS, YOU . MOTHER . FUCKER!
YOU KNOW, YOU NEARLY TOOK AWAY MY LIFE FROM ME.
IGNORANT OLD MAN!

HAHAHAHAHA, I’m just kidding!
I merely FLEW out of my seat!
and merely sprained my pathetic foot :D
Yes, laugh at me now.
I demand you to laughhhhh, retards!

Can you at least show me signs that you cared?
Alright, since you said that you really do care.
If you don’t show it to me, how on earth would I know?
Makes sense right or not?

DAMSEL IN DISTRESS!

sch sucks like hell

Yes, first day of school was bad enough.
Got caught because of my fringggggge,
how I wish that we do not need to tie our hair.
pfffft!

Got caught for not serving detention whatever-shiat.
Chit-chatted for about 2 hours in hall,
was more like errrrrrm. having fun?
-__________-,
was being marker-ly abused by Cheukman.
DAMN!

After detention,
Kind soul Simin accompanied me for dinner.
yeayeayea, thats all.

Night babes,
with love <3

4th month!

Today was really a memorable day for meeeee.
I went out with Baby to celebrate our 4th month being together!
But it was in advance though, because school is going to reopen soon!
We went to Cineleisure to watch “Fantastic 4”
That show was pretty nice! Jessica Alba is hot :D
I was quite pissed off during the movie, having terrible headaches.
Pffft!

After that, we went to the “river” at Kallang.
I’m not sure to call it a river or a long kang -_-
But it was really quite beautiful!
We can see the Ferris wheel from there.
We went back to Tampines Mall to have our dinner.

Took a bus back to my place,
and we slacked around at some void-deck.
We played a lot of childhood games and we really looked silly -_-!
Like some 长不大的 kiddo~
But I really had alot of fun! :D

Don’t wish to mention about the sad stuffs,
So I shall stop here for now.

Baby, I love you.
And it is forever true,
You know right?

The Heartwrenching pain.

为何心里那么如此不安！
hais hais hais hais hais.
眼泪不能留过12点.
:(

Forget it,
Ignorance is blisssss.
bliss shit -_-

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

Hais. Feelings changed! T_T

I get butterflies when I see you coming.
Boy, you got me running.
How can someone make me so sad but still I only want them to stay.
I wanna say I love you so bad, but I don't wanna be your friend.
Please, I wish you'll understand.
That I wanna be more than just your friend.
I wish you loved me.
The time you leaves the time you break my heart in two.

This post is for Simin.
Hey Girl, Thanks for yesterday alright!
:D Everytime I feel sad, you're always there to cheer me up.
-_______- & tell me alot of super cold jokes to make me happy.
But yesterday, I really appreciated your help.
Thanks for staying up with me till 4am!
Even though I fell asleep ;D
But still, I'm glad that I've you as a friend :D

&& DeeDee
Oh you motherfucker,
Stop being such a great Daddy to me can anot!
What you've said last night is really touching
But sorry, I won't let go.
I won't let history repeat and make myself regret all over.
:D Get it?
But still, thanks for being there!

&& ********
Thanks.

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Same script, Different cast totally suits my feeling now.
I'm playing the same script over again,
just that with a different cast. -_-

再等到与对方失散以后就会知原来谁最好.
Enjoy it now, cause it won't last.

im bored +O(

Baby, i love you :DD
Really happy to have you by my side.

:D
I'm boredddddddddddddd!
even though Dee entertained me, but still BOREDDD!
DEE IS A HORNY BASTARD,
HE ENJOYS ONE NIGHT STANDS :D
bleahs, just kidding!

Sad

How can someone make me so sad but still I only want them to stay.

-_-
I'm so fucking bored right now!
For God's sake, can someone entertain me now?!
Okay, currently watching 换换爱!
stupid, only till episode 3~
pissed.

It's 6.19am now and I'm still not asleep!
I’m totally hooked on Taiwanese dramas now!
Currently watching, 放羊的星星(My Lucky Star).
Starred by Jimmy Lin and some Korean actress!
Gosh, it’s a nice show!
2 thumbs up! Lots of lovey dovey scenes.
Makes my heart melttt man ;X

Jimmy Lin is just so uber cute!
Already 30+ years old, and still looking hawt.
Total eye-candy alright (:
Gosh, i'm crazzzzy over him now~!

All Taiwan dramas lover!
Intro me some nice drama to watch alright?!
Thanks a lot yeas!

Case over.

To: Peijuan,
Since you said that you didn’t say a thing about me anymore,
Then so be it, this matter is over.
Don’t rake this matter up anymore – I meant both sides.
From this moment on, I wouldn’t boss around with your business.
I hope you wouldn’t do so with mine too.

Know the feeling of being wrongly accused.
The feeling wouldn't be nice, alright?

happppy :D

Yesterday
Went to Pulau Ubin with Baby, Terence, JJ and Gary.
F5, it was probably the worst day ever!
We went there to cycle, it was like hell.
Steep slopes, un-even roads, rocky places, that place was just hell for me!
Probably because I don’t really go cycling and GAH, I just suck at cycling.
We went into the quarry area, yes that place was really beautiful!
Then carried on with cycling, was 2 lil cute puppies. So cute :D
how i wish i could carry them back home ):

Left Pulau Ubin in the afternoon, went Baby’s house to sleep.
slacked at his place till around 8pm, Buddy called.
:D then tralalala, dododo and lalala
went back home at 11pm+ :D

Today
Sigh, my baby is sick!
Went over to his house (:
ya, left @ 9pm. :D

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Hey Girl,
Jingwen had told me lots of stuffs,
I’m really sick and tired of you,
going around saying that I’m a betrayer and a backstabber.
The incident had passed for nearly almost a year & you ain’t sick of saying it?
What if I were to tell you,
I didn’t betray you at all? All the things that you’ve heard
from other people were just what they think, not what they truly know.
Yes, they may know what happened but don’t know the truth.
I’m seriously not picking a fight here with you.
Jingwen isn’t backstabbing, she is just stating the facts.

I’m just sick and tired of hearing all this,
I state this clear,
I, Jolene Lee Pei Qi, didn’t betray/backstab you!
Believe it or not, it is really your problem already.
I have said what I’ve wanted to say,
if you wish to continue this way, go ahead.
I really don’t wanna care anymore; your time will come to be in my shoes.
So be it, my conscience is clear now.

PS: The mouth is mine, I can say whatever that I like,
And I didn’t backstab you, just stating the facts.
But the mouth is also yours, say whatever that suits you.

tired&sick

I give up,
i had enough of all this shit.
Now I'm starting to wonder if you really cared?
yea, you told me that you!
If i were to tell you that i'm feeling damn upset,crying terribly.
would you come and comfort me? or @ least give me some care?
would you rush here and be my 依靠, to lend me your shoulders?
you really wouldn't get home to pei wo? my heart is breaking.
not even when i plead you go home and pei wo? not even as the
status of your girlfriend? not even that?? ...
No, would be the answer.

Simin & XavierDeedee accompanied me just now :D
Thanks okie! Both of you are the best (:
Simin ; thanks for chatting with me on the phone -_-,
kept on bitching & bitching eh :D!
Deedee; bleah :P you just sucks, always di siao wo!
but thanks for pei-ing wo even though you got work k?
:D best daddy!

Rest in peace.

Yesterday, Baby and I accompanied Hubert to Suntec.
Went to meet Baby at his house, he prepare so effin’ long!
Headed to Suntec next,
Tralala, tititi, dododo.

While on our way home,
I received Jiamin’s message and got to know the death of Jasmine.
Girl, may you rest in peace alright.

Sigh

Gees!
It is almost 3 in the morning and I’m not asleep,
My eye bags are getting horrible!
I look pretty much like living zombie~!
Nah, I was just kidding. Hohos

I had a tiff with Baby just now.
Fuck, I just wonder what’s wrong with me.
I really must learn how to be sensitive with others feelings.
I just want to apologize about what I’ve said just now,
I knew that you didn’t like people to mention his name and
I just kept on blabbering about him and couldn’t stop myself
even though you told me to stop saying about him already.

Boohoo, its all my fault that I made you lost your mood.
I bet you’re sleeping soundly now,
Nights, my love.

蛋蛋*`；
姐姐！多谢您哦，
为我选了这么美的BLOGSKINS喔！
真的好感激你，*亲亲*

Pirates of Carribean

I went to watch "Pirate of Carribean" with Baby yesterday,
the movie was really nice but long and draggy!
During the movie, suddenly there was a Hongkong leg smell.
Damn irritated with the smell lah -_-!

After the movie, went to eat our dinner.
slacked near my house till nearly 12am
then went back home :D

Baby, i just love those times with you!